I really don't know what to make of these suggestions. I'm not exactly in a state to handle such interactions. Just today I freaked out because of an interaction with a completely friendly and helpful shop assistant.

I'm more at home with composing music. But it seems to be an industry exclusively for well-off people - at least what software I've been able to find is completely beyond my means. Software that is to say a program for notation and synthesizing mp3 files... Although I guess I'm thinking in a direction away from interaction with people. I think that's a force of habit of being a solitary person.

I wish I knew of a place for making things together where you don't have to be either wealthy or a certified professional. And where nobody expects you to be social. Maybe that's an oxymoron.

The funny thing is, I've essentially stopped believing in a solitary creator - "auteur" might be the term. I believe that even in writing in the majority of cases a collaboration should be expected (I know that's a controversial opinion). Yet I don't know how to do collaboration myself.

Sorry, I wish I could be more positive, but I think it's more important to be truthful here.