im trying really hard to let it pass
but its consuming me

i feel awful... and im scared...
scared im going to mess this friendship up like all my last ones, its just this is a real friendship and not a long distance friendship..

thanks for the advice... im gonna just breathe and be with these feelings... i tried to hint to her that this was happening to me by showing her an article but i dont think she read it ... hoping she will read it later though..
https://showard76.wordpress.com/2011...lity-disorder/