Hi im new here. I joined because i have been plagued by certain memories i have from when i was younger. When i was around 3 years i was sexually abused by a family friend. They say you cant hav memories from before 6 years but this memory is very clear in my mind. Later wen i was around 6 years old i had a neighbor and a cousin who would kiss me on the mouth n undress me, they were the same age as me. I dont know if i initiated the contact but i remember always feeling guilty because i felt it was my fault and because i actively participated. Is this considered as sexual abuse? Am i the abuser?