So true, I couldn't have said it better. Yesterday I was just so depressed and sad, but today I am angry and feel like screamiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing so loud. But no one would hear and even if they did there's nothing anyone can do, but me. Too bad I'm too weak right now to fight this and do what I know I need to do. I just need some time to absorb everything these past two days and somehow stay grounded on my feet. I guess I need some glue to hold my family together and hopefully it gets shoved right in his mouth. Can you tell how angry I am?