Some good suggestions here. It sounds like to me that you are in the process of building a therapeutic relationship. It takes some time to build up trust. I would suggest that you make scheduled appointments, because then you would be on a weekly or bi-weekly schedule and it would make you have to talk. Like the other person said, don't start with the very worst--you have to build up to it.

It sounds like to me from your comments that you are 'reading into him.' If he hasn't told you that he is at a loss with you--then you don't know that for a fact. On the forum, near the top are the top 10 cognitive distortions that you may find eye-opening.

I've written my therapist and my psychiatrist and that's helped me at the next session--it opens the door if you will. Let us know how you do. . .