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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
I push away those that want to help, too. In some weird way, it's like I'm trying to protect them from me.
I don't believe you're too far gone. The level of self-reflection indicates that you have enough will and fight left to keep going and work towards a solution.
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Thanks. That will and survival instinct doesn't seem to care if I'm miserable though, it just wants me to keep dragging myself. I get it...but this can last forever.
Maybe fighting to survive is brave but I don't feel brave at all. Brave would be facing myself, not hiding myself from othes. Brave would be to concur shame. But I can't do that.