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Originally Posted by Flutterby11
i am trying but i am sooooo scared i am actually shaking this all feels so real and what if the person watching me is actually at the hospital what if i cant trust anybody what if it is a group of people watching me what if they followed me there and how can i know who i can trust and who is working for the person who is watching me......
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You have had this kind of paranoia before and no one harmed you in the hospital. I really think you need to go to hospital asap. You are not safe from yourself. Please listen to us and seek help. People are trained to help, not harm you. Take a risk. It is worth the fight with your paranoia to try to think rationally, and if your can't. listen to us here trying to help you. We care and wish you no harm.
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