At 18 you can definitely request that your Dr appointments be private from your Mom. Rather than starting off with a psychiatrist, maybe you should consider a therapist instead. If after working with the therapist for a while, he or she might refer you to a psychiatrist if meds are in order. A Therapist can also help you develop coping mechanisms to help keep your anxiety building to the paranoia level.
You mention that a DR put you on what you think might be Zoloft. Did the paranoia start after that or before it? Maybe your dosage needs to be adjusted? Can you go see that DR?
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