This last 1.5week I have been extremelly irritable and with a ton of homicidal and suicidal thoughts. I dont sleep well. and when I get a flashbacks from my cptsd added to this it gets totally out of control.

I just wondered if this could be dysphoria since I dont sleep, I am irritable, I am homicidal, suicidal, too much energy, but at the same time sad.

/I have been IP twice for some hours this week/

Now I have it more under control since I have more or less identify what it is, but I wondered if you think it is dysphoria or if it has another name.

/I was diagnosed as bipolar once, but I though they were wrong, my psychiatrist said I have a cyclothymic personality, but this is beyond/