Dear T,

You deserve a medal for deciphering that email. I appreciate your acknoledgement of how hard it was for me to write and send. I know we need to talk about it. I know it is is a huge hang up for me and that it is going to be the topic of our next session, that it needs to be, but I am not sure I'm ready. I've buried this for 30 years and am pretty sure even touching on this subject is going to send me into a panic attack. Please tread lightly.