Feeling very down today, I guess that's to be expected. Trying to distract myself. Not sure how to do that though. It's times like these that I wish I had more friends. Both my sisters in law are busy.

I'm very upset about losing my health insurance. My insurance was awesome. NOw I'm back to ****. I can get insurance through the ACA for now, until trump guts it. It's expensive though. And I have to do a lot of research about whether my meds will be covered. I can switch to a cheaper AP if needed but I can't switch ADs. Emsam is the only thing that works for me. My only option would be switching to a cheaper maoi. I dunno what that would be though.

Ugh this really sucks.