I'm sorry there was no one there to hear and see you when you needed it, and fwiw I'm glad you're still here. The work you are doing is really important and those communities need more voices like yours.

Maybe Larry could help you out just a little? Like in standing up for yourself? That is why they are here, to help out when it's too much for us... I learned that each of mine have a special skill, recently I can use those skills once in a while without losing myself fully into the other person.