I was conversing with my T (a late 20ish female) one session and severe depression came up ... it took about 10 seconds to see her only knowledge of this was from a book (maybe not her fault) , as soon as she opened her mouth and stuck her foot in it ... I explained as best as I could what it was like (I called my si foe the black Beastie) ... the darkest hole I have ever been in ... and I pray never go there again ...

I believe I really scared her .. she never wanted to talk about it again ... ( some people mean well but just have no clue ... I would not even believed how bad it can get myself if I had not lived (survived) it ...

many have been there my friend ... you will survive if you want ... I would not blow smoke at you ... it will be the hardest thing you will ever do .. and the most important ...

stay here , pc got me thru ... it will you too ................. be well my friend .. Tigger.



ps: when I talk of the beastie I must add: thanks soonkyu , sorry , but I owe her that.