This is a tough situation and I'm sorry you find yourself in the midst of this.

Since your friend is not responding to your attempts to get in touch, it's hard to know what's going on.

You cannot blame yourself, it's too easy to do so.
You need to look out for your welfare; taking your meds, getting enough sleep, etc.

I do understand, as I've had people do similar to me. Our hands are often tied and there is nothing we can do to change their path/predicament/illness.

You are a good friend.

Please try to take care of yourself through this tough time.


WC