Well and I guess another reason I focus so much on a diagnosis. I don't have the type of relationship with my parents where we sit and talk about things. We don't hug, we don't say I love you. And since I've had to move back in with them during my divorce, I think we'd both rather me tell her a diagnosis and let her educate herself instead if actually sitting down and discussing my feelings. I know she loves me and cares about my mental health right now. But we'd both be more comfortable not having to have a long emotional discussion about that type of stuff. I mean even thinking about it as I'm writing this, talking about anything emotional with parents just seems so weird. I'd say it's probably been atleast 15 years since ive hugged or said I love you to either of my parents. Not since they started using, which was when I was about 10.