pink, it sounds like you might still be adjusting to your meds. You feel better now than you did and maybe that means you are partway through the adjustment and the rest will come yet.

you also describe what I feel like when I come 'down' off a time of heightened anxiety. I feel kind of in limbo. Hovering, not flying and yet my feet not on the ground.

maybe it's a time for you to just be aware and to explore?

I hope you feel better soon.