My family doctor won't do anything. My pdocs nurses was suppose to call me back today but that never happened. The left a message yesterday that if I feel like I am going to injure myself or someone else to go to the hospital. I have feelings of SH but nothing major. I just want to quit feeling like I'm going insane. I spent most of the day in bed, even missed my sister who was supposed to stop by. I just don't want to fight this battle anymore. I am doing more and more self-medicating. I don't know what else to do. GRRRR