The psychological therapies appt I've waited over a year for got cancelled at the last minute... Extenuating circumstances, not their fault, but doesn't help me...
They promise support in theory but in reality deliver nothing.

What I think doesn't matter.
What I feel doesn't matter.
The professionals irl have done what they can. It's not their fault I can't be fixed.
I don't know what I want, if I could do anything, I wouldn't know where to start or what that was.
I don't know what to say, do, feel, think. Auto-pilot.
A worthless waste of space.