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Originally Posted by East17
I've been told over and over, that the only person who can change their life is me....
How I feel is my fault.
Why I can't change is my fault.
I am not trying hard enough.
I'd be sorry I was letting everyone down, if anyone really cared... I told him I felt suicidal today.... He said just do it then...
Sums it up really. I'm worthless.
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I don't like being told that it's my fault that life isn't going as well as I would like. I feel that it's wrong to be told that and it's inconsiderate for others to imply that. There are certain situations that happen that I could walk right into that I'm not crazy about from the start. I honestly try to make the best of it. Almost all of the time it doesn't work well for me.
All I can say is just keep on being you. I'm pretty much up there in age myself and I feel like I'm still searching for that right thing in my life. My job seems like it's the right thing for me with the work and the people there. Though I had seen better days in the past. Outside of my job, nothing else is falling into place for me.