I have trouble accepting the bipolar part of my illness. I feel relatively well right now, and as a result I keep thinking... maybe I'm not BP. Maybe my doctors just exaggerated and saw what they wanted to see.
The schizo- part of my illness is even harder to accept. It just seems so... crazy, I guess. I just don't see myself this way. I guess I'm self-stigmatizing.
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD
rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN
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