I hate this loop. I go from feeling hopeful to a stabbing depression and I think what a waste my life's been. What waste of going to college, what a waste of time. Summers coming and I've been saying this is it going to lose weight and enjoy summer. Go to the beach, make new friends, do stuff I haven't done before, but no. I'm no where close to want I want to look like. I'm such a failure. And I'm sorry you all have to hear it.
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Lactimal 175 mg
Pristiq 100 mg
Gabapentin 1800 mg
Klonopin 1mg.
Major depression
Social anxiety disorder
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