yes.... my mom and my dad both.. came from really horrific backgrounds...and they.. ended up marrying..

And my mom.. had such terrible mental health issus..and back then.. in a rural setting... there just wasn't any help for mental help.. barely even for the most basic of physical things...

I don't blame my mom...

I alternate between feeling numb... and feeling pain...

I hurt.. really hurt...

Because I am DID... my alters had this knowledge... and the circumstances.. the body memory work T .. and trusting my T... brought about the "right" time to share with all..

Sooo... it was meant to be shared.. so I could heal... the pain.. very intense right now

The final piece of my DID puzzle is now in place... I am not sure what that means..