Hey,
After being nervous and scared and worried all day, my friend sent me a text about 30 minutes ago letting me know he was okay. I’m a mixture of relieved, angry, and sad. As today wore on, what little resolve I had dissolved, and I became a barrel of tears. I’m glad that he’s okay, but I feel that I’ve been manipulated. I asked him again to seek out some professional help. I know I’m not doing too well right now, and my mind gravitated toward all of those horrible thoughts. Did I just blow things out of proportion and make a mountain out of a molehill or am I really unwell? Maybe I am just really stupid. Thank you all for all of the hugs and support. They are much appreciated!
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