Yay, I get that, but they could explain it, why they allow suicidal ideation without plan or inminent risk but do not allow homicidal one instead of directly ban. Since there is a subforum for suicidal ideation -with a lot of restrinctions- it was not abnormal to think it was possible to talk about homicidal one without planning or intending to harm anyone. If they have told me they allow suicidal ideation to some degree but no homicidal ideation at all I wouldn't have talked about it again, they directly banned me instead of telling me first. The rules are confusing, as I said, because there is a suicidal ideation subforum. I read the subforums rules, I just didn't know I was breaking them.

They initially banned me for 3 days. I tried to log in after these 3 days but now it seems they permanently banned me.

I don't get why they first ban me for 3 days and then they extend the ban forever without me doing anything -I didn't make any post or thread after being banned for 3 days-