sorry you're in pain stefano... what i do is try to remember that even tho things suck, there are SOME things i can do... then doing them gives me a feeling of moving forward, making progress...

we all contribute pieces and parts towards overall healing or the same is true of weakening...

and sometimes things need to decay, so there is space for new growth...

hang in there my friend... i believe it is all a work in progress... the question? what will be the final outcome? me? just trying to do my part for the outcome i decide is best, for me, and for those i love... nothing more...