My life has been on a real downward spiral for the last several years. I have lost several jobs, and relationships as well although honestly the relationships weren't healthy. I have little money and am partly dependent on my ex to support me. I can not get any traction it seems to do what i want to do..and it isn't like I don't try at all, It just seems like so much effort, and I keep running into serious roadblocks and set backs. My personal appearance and resume aren't good, and I can't motivate myself to do much about it. I just am tired of being so alone and trapped. My main goal right now is to sell my house and move into an area that would be more conducive to a good life..but I don't have the cash to fix it up to get the price i want. Even though I haven a Master's degree..I guess taking any horrible job would be helpful..but then again it might make me more depressed. I have even applied for some of them and been turned down. I don't mean to present myself like a victim..but I feel like whatever I do, it isn't good enough!