Maybe, first see your pdoc this week and let them know what is happening and take it from there. It is a big decision to go off meds and try to treat whatever is going on based on often un-tested natural methods. You are placing yourself at great risk but I do understand where you are coming from. I often want to go off all my meds and hate psychiatry. In the end you need to be safe and right now you are not thinking rationally (based on your previously stated paranoia). Be careful Flutter. See your pdoc, give them one more chance by being completely honest, including your desires to go off meds, and take it from there.