Dear T, I am missing you so much & just can't distract myself. I'm feeling angry that you have had an Easter break of two weeks. Everyone else only takes a week. I'm angry that you have chosen to abandon me like this & you don't seem to care that I'm hurting so much. I don't want to miss you so much, but I do & I think that's your fault too. I don't like you very much at the moment. I know when I text you earlier in the week, you told me you were still here & not going anywhere, BUT, your not here are you? Your still on bloody holiday!!! I know that my inner child is the one being affected, but she needs you NOW!!!