Usually my short-term memory gets dumped whenever my headspace overwhelms me, which is, a lot of the time. I'll be doing something and ruminating over a what-if or a past experience, going through all the emotions at high-speed, and suddenly I can't remember what I was doing or what was just said to me. Feels like someone's clearing my browsing history without my permission.
And, I don't think this is the same thing, but sometimes I'll remember a memory, but not any emotions associated with that experience. Sucks when it's a great memory, because, I wanna' remember what it was like to feel on top of the world! Sucks when it's a bad memory because, if I can't remember what it feels like then how am I going to prepare myself for when a similar feeling comes around?
I mean it's not that I have a particularly bad memory; this doesn't apply to any stuff that's been repeated over and over. But if anything, a couple of important people to me repeat stuff ad nauseam like I do, so... I guess they're right about me? I mean it's not really a subjective issue here, either I remember the thing or I don't, so if there's a noticeable pattern of that...
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