I quickly learned the culture of dissociative disorder the fodder what terms to say especially when you get in front of the man. I think you routinely have to convince alters especially if getting to this knowledge was /is a trigger along the way. If you have DID it is mostly likely not hulication you need to understand the memories moments of the day years before the inner world. I also understand not all systems are in the same phase for those most of clarity. I'm able to recall when I actually called something a hulication now since I'm informed better I now better than that. We want to be as normal as possible not going towards anything psychotic because our stories are real we actually believe the affirming aspects to escape via and alter our creative intelligent minds if that causes conceited so be it. Guess what is actually helped us flourish and shine, sure is there still alot of stuff to deal with. At least there is alters with great vocabulary that can get a job. Is it painful to know there were locked away when I actually blow job interviews could I blame them no I try not to look back. Is it painful to know they needed abundance of trigger sense of agency to get them out front it is still overwhelming but there is light way back in the tunnel that hey it might actually get better.