(Jin) I'm sorry I haven't been around enough. But I am always available if you need me.

Again, your thoughts and feelings are so similar to my own. My Ts (all 3 of them) asked me awhile ago to keep a picture of me as a little girl in my journal. I take it out to look at it. The other day I told her I was in awe of her strength. When I told one of my Ts about this she had me say it in the first person. It didn't feel right; I am not that little girl - I am not as strong as that little girl.

But over the past few days I am beginning to realize that I am that little girl and I had/have that strength.

Remember, you got through the worst part. Its still hard now and I am in awe of your strength to continue on and pursue the future you.

The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time (Lincoln). Take it one day, one hour, one moment at a time. And always remember to breathe.