Dear T,

I still feel emotionally flat from Seroquel. You're probably (again) going to be stressed/frustrated talking with me on Tuesday. I'm so sorry that I cannot feel anything these days. It frustrates me as much as I can imagine it frustrates you. I wish I could feel something... anything... but sadly, I cannot. It must be more interesting to talk to a wall.

Maybe I should give up on therapy until I can actually feel something? Dunno. Everything seems so pointless these days. I benefit from nothing and I feel nothing. I mean, I feel the same whether i take a sh_t or win the lottery.

My medication is eating me alive