i am so sick and tired of myself, if i could throw myself out i would!
round after round of fighting in my head,
i am upset, scared, hurt, jealous and full of dread
i am sinking lower with each additional blow
i've run out of room, theres no where to go
i look to my love and i see him i/m'ing and having fun
and i get so jealous, where'd that come from?
the more i think about it the more i get mad at me
what the heck is my problem, why can't i let it be
i should be glad that he can make friends everywhere
so why do i hurt and feel as if he doesnt care?
tell me, please can anyone tell me why i've sank so low
to depression i think i have lost every fight
when will i be able to say go away take flight!?
leave me alone and don't ever come back
Sorry, I seem to not be able to stop rhyming and have written 4 poems....but why does this bother me and how do i stop it. i hate feeling jealousy and dont want to ever feel it. i just feel so alone...oh well. sorry if that bothers you. ~melanie
<font color="purple"> </font>