Medication doesnt work and i kind of dont feel like i need it anyway i know i have been dealing with a lot but it is all real stuff and all real concerns how is medication going to help get rid of something that is real. besides pdoc doesnt understand me at all they dont get it plus how can i ever truly be free while on medication. i cant and i also think that maybe i am not sick at all and what if everyone is just trying to control me and they are using medications as a way to do that. i need to be free and i cant do that unless i am med free.