i dont see it that way i think i have just come into a new way of seeing the world the last 2 days i see it for what it really is besides i cant trust my doctor they will just try and take everything away from me and i cant have that happen. also i am supposed to be seeing my doctor today but i dont really want to plus i have been really angry and irritable and i think i will end up yelling at them which i dont really want to do but anyway i really dont think i need meds.....