I took 900 mg of seroquel 3 hours ago. It might not seem like a big deal that I'm still awake but it usually knocks me the **** out. I have the FEEL GOOD butterflies and so far I've been pacing, jumping up and down, and drinking warm milk to help me pass out. It certainly seems as though no sleep will come. I've already requested an emergency appointment with my pdoc but I don't know what else to do. I'm thinking of making tomorrow's dinner tonight and cleaning and organizing my laundry room. It sounds so fun!! I can sing Simon and Garfunkel at the top of my lungs. Oh the life!!!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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