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Originally Posted by Crypts_Of_The_Mind
Well... there's a couple points- the first I already discussed with you, the second is in my signature, and another is in the fact that if you don't fight - you are simply allowing your adversary of mental illness to win ... and in the short time i have come to know you, i believe you to have more strength and power than mental illness - but if you prefer to concede and let it win instead of continuing until you prevail .. that is a choice you are free to make... even as my heart mourns just to say it
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Last time, I felt a piece of me die and fall away. If I fight it this time, I'll lose another piece. I'll lose another piece because, like last time, it's not my life I care about. It's everyone elses. I've said it a few times on here but I'll say it once more; I truly and unequivocally hate myself. Everything I do, I do for others, and it's made me even more miserable. Maybe I deserve it, I probably do. This punishment is mine and it's tearing me apart.