its awful to have to feel something you dont want to... ive heard about controlling emotions before, but at times...

have you and your husband talked about whats happening with you? it doesnt seem right that he wouldnt be concerned ...

its great that he makes friends, i agree... it sounds like you yourself feel you're not getting attention too?

its a good release writing poems, could you decipher them and find where it hurts the most?

keep us posted, ok?