EJ,

You have my permission anytime to use all this for your mystery book.....lol......as the plot thickens.....or as the world turns......lol.

Wickedwings,

Thank you so much for your kind hugs......I can really use them right now......This has really effected me more that I ever could have imagined it would.

Have the pharmacy #'s to call around Albequerque because of the meds that were stolen & the refills that were on them....ones I never ended up using because the valium just doesn't work for me. Valium has a street value from what I have heard, so they might even try to get money that way.

I think that is what bothers me most is that there is so much unknown stuff that I had in the bag that I just threw in there to bring to California & sort through. I have no idea what they might try to use in the future if they aren't stopped & even if they are, who knows what they will keep tucked away for future use.

I keep realizing all the little irreplaceable things that were also in the bag...just stupid little things like an american eskimo key ring (keys that I don't know what they were for are also there). Beaded jewelry that I made myself & can never re-do because I took old jewelry apart to use for it. Also I had several awsome fish pendents that actually moved around.....I purchased them at a bead show I had gone to & will have a hard time finding anything like them in the future....maybe somewhere on the internet I can find them.

I am constantly realizing more & more just little things that I'm missing.....but who knows when my remembering will remember more valuable things. I have a horrible way of handling stress. My nausea gets so bad that I can't seem to eat anything.....I take a few bites & then just can't eat anymore food. End up feeling really sick from the stress. Add to that stress the stress of being back in California around my husband again.....what a mess.

I never seem to learn that I can't listen to what my husband says & trust him. He says things like he knows for a fact....I listen & trust....act on his information & get burned everytime. Just simple things like when the Post Office closes on Saturday so I could get my mail forwarded from Kentucky to California. I know I can do it online & will try again because that was unsucessful the last try....that was why I was going there in person.....to make sure the change was in before Monday. I don't know how to make myself stop trying to ask him for information & trusting the validity of the information. That is the reason I don't want him even around me because I keep being a fool....asking him something & trusting his information. He doesn't think that he doesn't know the answer.....he is so sure of himself & he is always wrong.....I am so stupid to continue to listen to him after 32 years, you would think I would know better. After it happens, I just keep kicking myself....realizing how stupid I am to listen to him.

I Can't take this crap!!!!!!!!! Can't wait to get back to Kentucky & away from here (& I just arrived here 3 days ago)....already going crazy. It just keeps reinforcing the fact that I can't stand to be around him

Debbie