Right now my "official" diagnoses are bipolar I and PTSD. I go back and forth with acceptance on both. I feel like my trauma wasn't "bad enough" for PTSD and I have done a lot of healing over the years so I don't think it really fits anymore.
Right now I don't think I'm on the bipolar spectrum either. Like I feel like all my manias were just reactions to severe insomnia or something along those lines. If they had a solid test for bipolar like a blood test or a brain scan I don't think it would come back positive for me.
But on the other hand I've gone through a lot of **** that "normal" people don't go through... idk.
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