I am always depressed and angry at the same time. When I was nineteen, my parents, my older brother, younger sister, and I, moved from Gretna, LA, to Mandeville, LA. My dad and brother both had jobs waiting for them over here when we moved. My sister was just entering high school, and eventually adjusted, made friends, etc. I had nothing waiting for me over here. I was going to Southeastern Louisiana University (My parents decision.) 40mins away, driving there and back home, two-three days a week. They and myself couldn't afford a dorm/apartment near or on campus. Spent six years, not knowing what the hell I wanted to do. Graduated back in 2014 with a general studies degree that has proved to be worthless in getting me a good job (30k or more a year). I have been against the move from the beginning, and have spent the last nine years going against the grain, so to speak, hence my username, TheOutlaw1989. I was attending Delgado Community College back in 2007 and wanted to finish there. My parents wouldn't let me. So, present day, 27yrs old, live with my parents, always angry, always depressed, blame them all the time for plucking me from the life I had and was very happy with, to this hell hole, with an illogical driveway, fashion over function decor, two stupid dogs, stairs, thin walls, and a neighborhood association that literally rides around looking for things to complain about at their next group therapy session. Can't talk to my parents about this because they LOVE this place and see nothing wrong with any of this. So, we argue in circles. I just go through the motions of this miserable life. Only three positives are two friends and I do volunteer work whether or not I'm employed (Currently employed, but as you might of guessed, I hate my job too.)