I told my husband I was having a lot of suicidal thoughts. He didn't say too much, which was really disappointing (though not surprising, as we've had this exact conversation before). Then a few days later he brought it up and asked if I had a plan. This made me a little hopeful that at least he was maybe taking me seriously. But then I said yes and again nothing came of it. He doesn't seem actually worried at all. He leaves me at home when I'm visibly struggling and does nothing to make me feel better. It basically feels like he thinks I'm "just in a bad mood." I can't really believe that he gives a **** about me based on his nonchalant response, which only makes me feel that much worse. He was the same when I was self-harming - it literally didn't go any farther than him asking "what's this?" and me saying "nothing" - and from then on he just pretended not to notice.

I can't force him to care. I've done everything I can. I'm starting to think I'd be better off without him.