I look on social media, and I see people smiling and happy and progressing in life (especially on LinkedIn where people keep adding skills and having new jobs, sharing articles, ... etc), while I am sitting alone all day long feeling bad about myself and my life. I avoid everything because of one thing: being awful in social situations. I am so depressed because of this. I have no social or professional life. I have no spirit to venture in life or talk to anyone. I just want to crawl into my bed and sleep, forever. My father is the reason of my failure, and now he is crying because he says I make him ashamed of my lack of sociability and of my weak personality in front of people ....
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