As a small child I went from living on Naples Fl beach in a house that I still feel was haunted...I know (they dont exist)
there was a feeling of extreme fear I had there though..no physical abuse at this point since it was just my mother....my older sister who I oddly can't remember ever being there....and my mothers friend I just recently learned, she lived in the quest house behind us...don't remember this either.....then we moved to a second house, my sister,and mothers friend who I oddly dont ever remember being there and mother....this is when I had my first hallucination at about age 4 and still remember it to this day.....a female witch/demon looking head suspended in mid air...still now very clear in my mind.....the other thing I remember is being in the middle of the road looking up at the sky in the middle of the night yelling for my mommy...she says her friend told her about this(me being in the road) since she was baby sitting...but I never rember her friend ever coming to get me(or even living there) and actualy forgot about the hallucination until I was older...
and then some things started coming back.....

then we moved to another house with my mothers boyfriend at the time and life seemed great for a few years...I had everything you think a child would want...we had speed boats and regularly went to the nearby islands were there were huge partys and I fished played etc etc....
this came to a sudden end..I later found out my sister was abused...and as a adult was able to figure it out myself just from memory...then we moved in with a new boyfriend of hers but this time in the middle of nowhere, in the Everglades.
There was no electric out this far at this time and all we had was generators...and the misquitos were overwhelming....living conditions were substandard at first ....but I eventually grew to like it....I did not have to go to school anymore since my mothers boyfriend who later became our step father, was against the system.....my sister moved with family in another state and it was just my mother and I.
We did travel allot to the Keys diving and all the way to the Rocky mountains hiking...then my step father became violent toward my mother and I, since he was in a business that made him extremly paranoid....later my mother and him went to prison for this twice (they are now divorced).......I went to live with family and was shifted around until settling with my fathers mother who I stayed with till age 16 and then made my own way in the world...she was a caring women

trying limit the extent of this...since I have barly scratched the surface

I probably have.