I am most definitely relying on this site right now but other than that I don't really have anyone I feel I can talk to. My old therapist was supposed to hook me up with a new psychiatrist and counselor but it's been about 2 weeks and I haven't heard anything (yes, I could call myself, but haven't been able to force myself to). I think I'm hesitating to reach out to a health professional because I know they will push meds on me and I'm not sure I can commit to taking them (that's a whole different issue).