It seems like most of you have been in therapy for a long time. Maybe that's why I haven't bonded. I have been focusing on trying to figure out if my problems are caused by me having MI or if they are reactions to relationship problems.

I don't stay with these T's very long.

I have an appointment tomorrow and I am dreading it. She told me to find another T to do talk therapy with, as she is a psychiatrist, and I didn't call anyone. I'm just not feeling it. So, I have to go tell her I didn't follow her instructions, and she'll probably label me a difficult Borderline and I won't go back.