I think it's possible you and your pdoc got your wires crossed.

Call your pdoc and explain exactly what's happening.
You must be open to meds ( and med changes) in order to allow the pdoc to help.

You have been writing posts about quitting both meds and your pdoc.
You pdoc truly cannot help you in that case.

Why is a hospital not an option?

Call your pdoc.

Be safe.

WC