My controller, who checks my work, said that they're too busy today. So I think it's my day off. I wish I could do something productive, but I didn't sleep well. I don't sleep particularly well most of the time, but today my phone decided to tell me that its battery was too low about half an hour before the alarm... So I haven't been doing anything really, because in my experience on such days I just won't be able to focus (on my hobbies, that is), and if I try to force it I'll feel miserable without achieving anything. I guess an alternative would be to just rest very well and have fun. But I don't really know how. I've watched some Youtube videos, but my subscriptions didn't take a lot of time. I'm not watching any TV series and I've played all the videogames I own to death (but I don't want to buy new ones because right now I'm feeling in a vulnerable financial situation). I'm not reading any books because I've stopped trusting them. I used to buy them for my Kindle, but it ends up being too expensive, especially since somehow the last few books I bought, which were full-priced, either turned out too boring or too depressive, and I didn't get even past the middle (or maybe even 1/10th).

I guess this is to stave off loneliness and getting overwhelmed by thoughts of my own mortality, because I often feel like time is slipping through my hands. There's still 7 hours to get through, and hopefully tomorrow I'll sleep better and anyway, there'll be work.

I'm also trying to stay connected to people and maybe that's happening in this thread.