Just to clarify,I didn't say you are choosing any of this,that was said in reference to you maybe not discussing all the things you have been posting about with your treatment providers.

That is a choice because there are ways to do it.You could call,you could write it all down,you could email,you could take someone with you to speak for you,you could tell them about this site and ask them to read all your posts,you could have them keep and read your journal for a week,etc.

i know about anxiety and how hard it is in stressful situations,I have PTSD,and I had to find ways to tell what I was experiencing even sometimes through drawings and poetry.And I had to find ways to remember too.I kept trying until I found things that worked for me.

I am not doubting your experiences and struggles,I'm just saying it's up to you to somehow share them with your treatment providers if you believe you're not being diagnosed correctly.