Sorry you are having a rough time. Hang in there. I feel like you do lately. I just want to pack it in and go home. My spouse doesn't understand how I feel, though. Taking off and going home early is never an option. Maybe it is, and perhaps she should back off somewhat but I never know anymore. I digress, this is about you. I hope that your day gets better and that things can begin to turn towards a positive direction. Sending good vibes your way.